Time to change some ways of thinking. I have a goal, a means to the 'end' of this WLJ. 45 seems like a good number. When I actually get there, it will be a nice neener-neener to all the people that told me I would be fat if I weighed over 110 pounds. I think I can look pretty damn good at 130. And healthy too.
I'm going to get there...one pound at a time. A re-focus is in order. Each pound shall be a victory. One less I have to lose, and one less I willingly did not gain. P+ has been so-so in the easy department for me. Down 7.2 so far, with 1.3 to go before I hit my 5% goal. The 6 weeks I have been on WW has passed already, and still would have even if I wasnt OP. Might as well make the most of it.
This is also my new mantra for life. Time to focus on the things and people that make me happy, instead of the ones who constantly bring me down. No more wasted tears, no more wasted energy on those who dont waste anything on me. I know I'm worth it, O knows I'm worth it, and if anybody else has a problem with that, they can suck it. *insert obscene gesture here*
Life is too short to worry about things that dont really matter. Time to focus on what actually does. I want to fit into a dream wedding dress. I want to finally be able to tell O "Im ready to wear a dress now" and to start that next chapter in my life.
I hope the world is ready for all I have in store.....
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